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Name: CeCi
Location: Brooklyn, New York, United States
Birthday: 4/29/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: I like Music, Dancing, Sports, and reading my favorite author is Zane. I like chilen with friends shopping and going to the movies, and i like traveling. And poetry.I enjoy sports, fashion, and school thats where i see some of my firendsPart Expert Kisser
Expertise: Dancing Ballet and i like reggae and hip-hop I like sports basket ball , football and tennis. i also write a ton of poety at http://www.poems-and-quotes.com/your_poems.htmlhttp://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1415537920 Cindy Mathieuhttp://www.myspace.com/ceci_blackbarbietwitter me baby toogood2btrubkoooooooo and im one forms spring sooo askkk me anything i dont brodcast that shit though
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
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AIM:  toogood2btruebk
Member Since:
5/9/2005
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| Missssss me bitcheesss ....... j.k j.k i joke Sooo letss updateee okkkk Well the past lets say year i been up and down in a relationship with a boy who as you know i have class he may never read this but i never give out names of people im not on good terms with or wish to disclaim. Its been a fucking rollercoaster wooo i was in my first and last abusive relationship but just menatally guys not physicaly fuckoutta here. Iv'e fell in love got hurt and trying to completly cut this man or boy what ever out of my lifeeee. This past year I haved learn soo much more about my self and realized how strong I am. My weaknesss and I really realized the true meaning of the quote "love is blind" It really fuckin is i will let evryone in dayday but not im jus chillen goto start the next month alrite... mwahz luvss scream at me
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Well I transfered out and currently waiting for school to begin in march but the time i have been here has been unreal everyday is another fight with my parents another argument and ridiculousness. This weekend however well the beginning of it was very enjoyable i got to see one of my very close friends i have not seen since september my rekizzzle........I missed her so0o much i'm glad we got to see each ohter before her birthdayy aww mane nico did a fantastic job had too much fun and seen my chica clarissa. Sunday however i got into a huge figth with my parrents and they pissed me the fuck offf now i leay in my bed pissesd of and hungry it was over something so dumb i reallyrather not speak aout it but yeah now im jus chillen. My favorite holiday is coming upp i can't wait i absolutely luv valentine's day and i only had a valentines once in my life. I dunno why i love this holiday it's just my favorite i love what it represence my favorite word love.
But in other news My girl rhianaa and chris breazzy i ownder whats going on with that i dont want to believe chris brown did that but omg i dont believ rhihanna is lying if her really put a hand on her i would never ever like him and support his music again. One thing im reakky sensative is reklationship violence u never hit the one you love thats disgusting !
well i was reaally bored watchhing my spongy and chillen in my room so0o0o toddelos and i will holler at u laterr mwass
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Well I transfered out and currently waiting for school to begin in march but the time i have been here has been unreal everyday is another fight with my parents another argument and ridiculousness. This weekend however well the beginning of it was very enjoyable i got to see one of my very close friends i have not seen since september my rekizzzle........I missed her so0o much i'm glad we got to see each ohter before her birthdayy aww mane nico did a fantastic job had too much fun and seen my chica clarissa. Sunday however i got into a huge figth with my parrents and they pissed me the fuck offf now i leay in my bed pissesd of and hungry it was over something so dumb i reallyrather not speak aout it but yeah now im jus chillen. My favorite holiday is coming upp i can't wait i absolutely luv valentine's day and i only had a valentines once in my life. I dunno why i love this holiday it's just my favorite i love what it represence my favorite word love.
But in other news My girl rhianaa and chris breazzy i ownder whats going on with that i dont want to believe chris brown did that but omg i dont believ rhihanna is lying if her really put a hand on her i would never ever like him and support his music again. One thing im reakky sensative is reklationship violence u never hit the one you love thats disgusting !
well i was reaally bored watchhing my spongy and chillen in my room so0o0o toddelos and i will holler at u laterr mwass
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| Well Lets get a summary of this weekend which was freakin fantastic. I went to a shinding with Robbin (my roomate) and then we ended up in this fuckin manshion it was crazzy. Pulling up to the place we thought we had the wrong adress becuase it was so big their was a indoor pool a gym a game room and it it was attached to a apartment type building which was Robins friends house and his parents lived on the other side, it was fuckin crazzy. WE had so much fun and he had a cute little friend it was dope, I thought the kiddd rodriguez was sweet so I had fun and the pics I uploaded we were kinda smacked lol so0ooo any wayss that was a a fantastic friday. Ummmm now saturday last mintue we, meaning Robbin and I went to see Christy's corner store prefromance at this bar and it was amazing their amazing so it's not really much surprisee, what really sucked though was that a really horrible band came on and everyone was standing for them. When a really talented group came they all left it was sad but funny because people are ass holes lol and I was happy I got to see Christys Corner Store before they explode becasue they're really that fckin good. Today was kinda dull I had to go to wrok training part 2 and they dont have any heat. Omg No Heat !!! serriusly lol me and robbin were freazing are picachus of lol. We work at Jhonny Rockets and my first official day is tuesday I ahd to go in yesterday and today sooo0o0 lets see where that goes I need money bad so i'm hoping it's goes great !!! Right now i'm jus chillen im bout to go to return a movie in the library and jsut chyll mayb wokr out maybe lol !!
UMMMM and with the boys i'm still messing with my bo0o0o Lol are realationship is still on the low so I can't reveal any names. I dunno i'm glad I didnot mess with Raul somewhat and somewhat not, when I go home this weekend and see my bo0o I know where gonna hook up and i have not seen him since culumbus day since i'm in li and he's in bk it's been hard. I know thats not my boyfriend but we still have a realtaionship with eachother and I don't want to mess with to manny people my realationship with him is that no complectations no jelousy we just have fun with each other, but it's jus my personal decession to not hook up with Raul but i really did want to lol i'm not gonna even front. It's just that me and Raul met as friends and for us to take to the next level migth mess up our relationship. I mean I always was attracted to Raul thats why I first talked to him, but i'm not ready for a a relationship won't be for a while since Edwin I like to take my time and trust me I deffinately need to just slow down. So I don't know what to do with that situation and how bout if Raul turns out like Nathan I mean I can't make the misatake twice i'm not saying the realationship I had with Nathan was a mistake i'm talking about the way I handled that situation me and Nathan never were official and that shit pissed me off if ever anything did, it really hurt and i can't just mess with someone I have feelings for that no one will ever know about. It kind off makes me feel like an idiot so I feel that a little bit in Raul like if we satrted something it would be on the low and I like my bo0o cuz of the things wee do I dont't expect our relationship to go any further, becuase of his baggage and our mutual friends it just dosen't work. I dunno maybe i'm over analyzing thingss, it's whatever.
I can't wait to go home to see my friends my best friends especially Raven and Renaee and Niecey anf all of you guys Jodi sukie asiacasia Nico. Now i got to t face the consquences of getting my ear pierced which is the only thing that is gonna suck but maybe they wont see it lol i'm scared as fuck but i;m notthinkin about it till i get home.
I miss my mum dad and brotherr and my doggie my faty atti benji.
Well thanx for lsitening to me rambal hopefully everything goes good and god watches over me toddelos everyone can't wait for thanksgivin and i will keep you updated on My relations the job my friends and family and school.
Oo0o and i love beyonce's album the sasha fierce one is amazing
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College life ain't all it;s cracked to be currently i'm sitting in my dimmed room it's mid afternoon and I jus awoke from a nap. The outside looks so beautiful so romantic and sweet and my roommate is probably out taking a jog she's into fitness and good for her me not so much. Currently im missing the wife and nae and everybody really i hope Jodi's okay with her situation but i'm not used to things like that and i feel horrible i really need to be there for my friends more so i have to call her a.s.a.p.
Umm my current mood is chylled relaxed kinda blahh i mean theirs alot of shit going through my mind I miss the shyt out of my bo0o0o and i really need to reveal who it is not yet i dont miss him ass think i'msuppose to i miss our intimacy which is better terms for it. I don't think nobody in this school is on my mind besides on my eyes. sure their some cuties but as me and nae would say " I dont se nobody" lol i miss her and reven so0o much. Robbins great though she's cool very cool and she helps me thorough the dullness but there's nothing like that back home lovee.
anxiety I got a bunch of that shit man! I just started a job a t Delias and I'm nervous i been dying for something to do and i hope this does not interfere with my school work. My parents are blowing mad dough on me i can't fuck it up and i know that.
Umm since i been to the school I would not say i partied i have been drinking and other extricuricular activties i have not indulged in as mch back home NOT SEX but it's still been wack, and i miss sex lol not to be like a perve or a freak but since i been intimate with my last i miss it and just the feeling of somone holding you touching you it's been killing me lol which brings me to the title of my entry.
umm terms right now Nathan and me are real through i DONT MIND REVEALING his name wutever what made me stay as long as i did i still don't know. Kenny hell no that will never ever happen again. Me and Rich look all a girl like me need is a check up I don't think i ask for much and i'm not really feeling for games i won't say I'm a g at the game, but i been taking notes and I'm not dumb I'm not feening for nobody so basically cut it out!
My school love affairs kinda really sorta dry ummm I was tryna start something with Zubari but i think thats a dead cause i mean he's cool but it's not working so0o I'm going to be the bigger person I still could be cool with you. Nick is a fucking ass hole and anything left of our friendship is gone fuck that shit and i definitely mean.
This boy real is talking to me and I feel a tymel coming on hopefully i'm wrong no one's personality is got me smiling just some looks so no one's gots the generals peripherals going bonkers lol.
I miss him and I want him so0o bad sometimes!!!
My mind is racking things seem to flow slower in L.I and the people ain't the same I miss B.K my friends are cool but bordem is still present and alive and present!
Hmmm i'll holla prolly gonna get some food right now and jus relax with the rommie toodleos loves
That pic rite thurr is me and my bestie not the wife ravenous lol
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